I don't know why?

So I lost my first blog. I don't know what happened to it. I logged on I couldn't remember the URL and it was listed under my account. So I believe it is floating in the endless abyss of cyberspace like a sock which is lost in the dryer. Well a little about me. My name is Todd and I'm a pretend playwright. That's why I started this to vent my frustration at being a pretend playwright. I wrote a play simply as an exercise and it eventually got picked up by a publisher and published. (yeah) I'm not so narcissistic as to attach a link to it or anything but it got me to thinking this is fun. So I wrote a second play Check Please it was a comedy about a waiter. Polar opposite of the other serious dramatic piece. It didn't really go anywhere. No one seemed particularly interested. I thought about it and realized. I need to go back to what I know. Back to the dark seedy underworld of one act drama. Back to a world of drug use and child abuse. What fun huh? Well unfortunately, andit disturbs me a little, this type of literature seems to flow from my fingers. I just finished writing a piece called Fatality. Its a dark drama about a car crash caused by drinking and drugs and I'm working on a piece called Cycle which examines child abuse. So I guess I should give into it. I guess I'm th emo person of playwrighting. Which I find kinda of amusing because if you know me I'm not very dark or brooding.